Rant

"And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."

- The Alchemist

Well, not today honey. It's too bad that it seems like the universe hasn't gone back from vacation. Cause if it did, I would've gotten my dream job. i'm riding solo for now.

I'm trying to do everything that i can in order for me to get my dream job. I admit, I was confused back then. It was with my own decision that I got in this shit hole in the first place. But haven't I suffered enough? It has been two weeks already and the company that I applied to hasn't called me for my final interview. As pathetic as it sounds, I'm still hoping against hope that i still have a shot at it. At this point, waiting is the hardest thing to do for me. I don't know until when I can or when I could hold on before I lose my last ounce of hope.

Rise From The Dead

Type test....type test.....man, this is harder than I thought! I haven't written anything on my blog for ages! I admit, I have been so caught up with the radical changes in my life, both personal and professional, that I've ignored my pangs for blogging. Now I'm struggling on making my thoughts coherent. Tsk. A really big price to pay  if you ask me.

Now, where to start?

I'm not happy and I'm not exactly sad either. So where does that put me? I have no idea. I have been feeling a lot of emotions all at the same time lately that my brain already stopped giving logical explanation to everything.

Honestly, I don't know what to write. I'm just typing whatever's popping out of my head right now.

And then there was nothing.